Here and Now

Sometimes you sit next to your favorite person in the world and you think that you are dreaming because you think... "How can this be real? So perfectly real?" You dream and beg God to place you in a place where you are complete and when that day beings to be in the horizon it hardly seems believable. God completes people through His power and love; but it is amazing how He completes people through others. Not only how He completes people through others but how He also completes people through one other person. He places people in situations where no matter how you have reacted, how wrong or right you have been, how far or close from His will you feel He STILL blesses you and complete EVERY work that He has started in you. He places you in places that draw you closer to Him. And she draws me closer to Him.... something I have never felt with such magnitude! It's mature, deeply spiritual, intensely freeing, incredible good. God makes things that are good and only through Him are things made perfect. Perfect? This is perfect... I doubted this. I doubted if God had this for me because I doubted if I heard God. And I still am SO cautious to say ANYTHING is from Him in other situations... Man I can totally keep going in attempting to describe how AWEsome He is and in how much AWE I am in... But I won't... at least not now... but I WILL continue to enjoy His gift... HIS HOPE... MY HOPE through HIS covenant...HOPE.....................